Tomorrow.

Ohkeyyy sooo Tomorrow=MY BIRFDAY PARTY!!! Then thursday=MY BIRTHDAY[/PARTY#2]!!! I'm so effin excited. woohoo. :]

Devin Carlson

So, devin carlson is SUCH a loser. ohemgee. Seriously... Like who would hang out with that skanky cunt. Ohemgee. I wish he would get the fuck away from me. He's totally sitting next to me. Jesus.


HAHAHA. Just kidding. I love devin carlson to death. He's amazing.:]
He's sitting next to me fo' reals though hehehe.
And so is madison. She's even more amazing.
And Cayla is just like. holy wow. She happens to be sitting next to devin. <3

herm.

So... Dan might be able to get Saturdays off, but he might have to take up a shift or whatever on Tuesdays or Thursdays. God. I hate his job. He might as well just keep working Saturdays. I'm gonna tell him that. [I didn't last night when he told me because He called when I was sleeping... I hate that]. But anyway, Yeah. It really pisses me off. His job gets in the way of everything. So thats the latest news with me. Nothing exciting.

Tired.

Ugh; I'm so effin tired. :[ I went to sleep right when I got home from school, then I got up, because dan came over. After that, we went to the store and got poster board, then his house so he could urinate, then to wendy's + McDonalds. Then we came home, and I worked on my homework/project for like three hours. It sucked. It still sucks. :[

Two Days.

I ask dan to get TWO days off. My birthday party, and tomorrow, well, today, but you know what I mean... He can't even do that. I fucking hate this. Seriously. Fuck people. Fuck him. Fuck his job. Fuck everyone. I'm not fucking going up to my goddamn aunt's house tomorrow without him. This was going to be MY turn to introduce someone they might actually like, to make up for my own imperfections. But fuck family. Seriously. Fuck EVERYTHING. Fuck you.

Ohyes.Harder.

Why doesn't life just screw me a little harder? I'd like to think that death would be the cumming of the huge fuck that all of us encounter called life...


So that's my lovely thought of today. How was your day? Mine was just lovely. I had a bullshit day in a bullshit highschool, what's new?!

At least my dog loves me.
She always comes through for me....

Wishes. Ohboy.

So, today I've decided that I'd add on another place to the list of places I wish so hard to travel to.
I want to go to China or the Philippines to see the hanging coffins. Appearently its an old burial ritual that tribes would do where they would shove bodies of their ancestors into mostly hollowed out logs, or make coffins. And then hang them on the sides of mountains or put them inside of caves and cliffs off the side of mountians. It's actually quite interesting....
So another place I wish to go, where I'll never actually get to go.

Fuck.

Soo I have a migraine. Everyone changes plans without telling me. My feet are freezing. I'm watching spongebob. My tummy hurts. I'm hideous, and my hair is weird.

What a wonderful day.

Friday!

Horrauh. It's Friday! Dan's in the shower right now, and I'm waiting to go and take mine. Thank god I have a heater in my bathroom so It's not so cold! I'm watching the news! I'm such a cool person. Dan's bringing me to school and Picking me up today, so that should be fun. [We also have to pick up his brother at two twenty, so that's purty BOMB.] I'm going to try the contacts with the fizzy solution today, I'm quite excited... I wonder if anyone will notice I'm not wearing glasses.? Anyway, I must go and shower and get ready now!

Yehy.

I got out of school early today, and the sky cleared up [sad/happy]. Dan's over right now, and he's like asleep and I just finished my drawing of shoes for Art, it came out decent... I only really worked on one of the shoes, of three, though. I have to go change my conatacts out, since I'm going to try a new solution tonight [the one dan uses, supposedly it's amazing?], So that should make it more comfortable for me and my contact uses! Yhey; I'll actually be able to wear them! I got my class ring today. hoorah. Showing the support of the class that I don't even care about, and don't even technically support. woohoo.
the end.

SHUT UP AND LET ME GO.HEY!

So, today it is pouring out, which is wonderful. I love the rain, but I just wish I had my rain boots. But of Course, i left them at my mothers, since yesterday seemed sunny, and I didn't think it would rain. I'm horribly tired, and don't feel like getting out of bed. Tonight I have my psychologist appointment after school, then I'm hanging out with dan, then I'm going to my school to pick out my class ring. After that me and dan will probably head up here from my mom's and just hang out here at my dad's, then go back to my mom's house... I think, so If anyone wants me from four on, call dan's cellular.

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Today sucks. My left kidney strangely hurts REALLY bad, and I have quite the headache. I've been pretty sad lately.. I've basically lost my best friend... And here's the story: So, me and my bestest friend, Taylor, met via Xanga [If you don't know what it is, it is a very lame blogging system. I must say I love blogspot better, and don't advise using Xanga. But try it if you really want to...], Well anyway. In the beginning she told me she was from the UK, incase I was a rapist [LOL], and soon we became great friends. I later found out that she really lived in Kentucky and she "introduced" me to my other two best friends, Emily+Kendall. Taylor was always my very best friend though, I went to her with everything, when I could. It was very difficult for us to talk, since she didn't have a phone, or the internet, so it was a rare occasion. But we managed, and we started writing letters back and forth, that was really fun :] Well, we seemed like we were the best of friends, but now I feel like she doesn't even give a shit about me at all... Like she was literally my best friend... She started going out with andrew, and I've called her a bunch of times [she has a phone now and stuff], and I wrote her a letter and everything, but she never responds/replies, and It makes me really sad... I've cried like a million times, because, like, I told her about everything, and I loved her, she was like the closest friend i've ever had, and now it's like I don't even matter. D;