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Today sucks. My left kidney strangely hurts REALLY bad, and I have quite the headache. I've been pretty sad lately.. I've basically lost my best friend... And here's the story: So, me and my bestest friend, Taylor, met via Xanga [If you don't know what it is, it is a very lame blogging system. I must say I love blogspot better, and don't advise using Xanga. But try it if you really want to...], Well anyway. In the beginning she told me she was from the UK, incase I was a rapist [LOL], and soon we became great friends. I later found out that she really lived in Kentucky and she "introduced" me to my other two best friends, Emily+Kendall. Taylor was always my very best friend though, I went to her with everything, when I could. It was very difficult for us to talk, since she didn't have a phone, or the internet, so it was a rare occasion. But we managed, and we started writing letters back and forth, that was really fun :] Well, we seemed like we were the best of friends, but now I feel like she doesn't even give a shit about me at all... Like she was literally my best friend... She started going out with andrew, and I've called her a bunch of times [she has a phone now and stuff], and I wrote her a letter and everything, but she never responds/replies, and It makes me really sad... I've cried like a million times, because, like, I told her about everything, and I loved her, she was like the closest friend i've ever had, and now it's like I don't even matter. D;