Anger.

It's so ridiculous how the people who do not deserve nice things, get everything... They breeze by, they smoke, drink, do nothing, get horrible grades, do horrible work, and yet they get anything they want from everyone around them... I like to call myself a really good student [All A's and B's with the exception of one class, that I wasn't even supposed to get out of, and so I got switched into a lower level], I don't smoke, I don't drink, I do the work I can, and I get pissed on... I never get rewarded. Sometimes, I think I should just give up on trying, maybe then someone will realize that I deserve some type of reward for my good behavior... I'm not being whiney or conceided or ungrateful, I just feel like I deserve better than what I've got, if these types of people get the most amazing things I can think of... It's just so unfair that this is going on... I don't understand any of this crap. Like seriously how is that the way things work? Who has designed this world to be this way? My parents can't afford to get me these things, even though I know the least I deserve is a freaking cell phone....