BLah. Okay, so someone should have like given me a memo about the fact that when you go out with a senior as a freshman, you get a LOT of shit when it comes to prom?! Like seriously... No one has shut the fuck up... Ugh... It's the day before and I've been like crying like all day because I don't even know why... there's so much pressure now that it's the end of the year and and everything, and my boyfriend has to go to stupid college next year. To top everything else off, his father and step mother hate my guts... well, I mean, granted they *are* kinda douchebags... but still, I hate that his family disapproves of me... It puts me under this huge amount of pressure also on top of everything else... I just don't know what to do.. I can feel as though I'm at the breaking point... seriously.... Today has been the worst day of my life... My head is *pounding,* I don't have any idea how they hell I'm supposed to get to prom, because my boyfriend really hasn't exactly told me anything.... I don't even think he knows... and my shoes are ugly.

I don't wanna go... But like I do.. I just wish everyone would stop lecturing me about stupid stuff that I know better than to do.. It's like no one trusts me, and it's only since I started going out with Dan.. It's like so unfair... :(


I'm tired... But something tells me that sleep + me = not going to happen tonight... Ugh... I hate life.