bored bored bored.

Today is the day when You try to run in circles so many times that you get really dizzy and fall down... But when you're dizzy and crashing to the floor below you, things just seem to make sense. It's like, the world is so busy in the first place, that it seems amazing when you're trying to put things back to place as you fall upon the floor, helplessly dizzy. It's just the most amazing feeling. You know, I'm thinking... It's the silliest thing when someone asks you what the very first thing you do when you wake up is... Maybe it's not so silly to everyone else, but to me it is, because EVERY day, the first thing I do is open my eyes. Like who doesn't do that when they first wake up? What do they do...? I just seem to not understand. Why is it that when people love someone, they wait around for them for the longest time, just thinking about them, when they know they won't show up? Or they know they should be doing something better? I don't understand why we do things like that... At least, I do... And when you like someone, and you want so badly to have them notice you, and you work so hard at it, but the very last thing you want to do is talk to them? I mean, obviously it's because you're afraid you're going to make a fool of yourself or something like that, but seriously, if you eff up that bad, wouldn't you not want to be with them if they will judge you like that? Why not just jump out and say something? It's much better than just sitting around waiting for some magic to happen... Oh my. Such stupid things... And what's up with the internet? Why do people get so addicted... It's so..not personal. it starts so many arguments because people assume you're saying things in one way, but really you mean it in another way.... I think it's much more effective to just give someone a call or talk to them in person, considering you can actually, like, understand everything. ugh. I just hate the internet. I mean, if it's like something unimportant, then yeah; go ahead, myspace it, but seriously, if you're like asking someone out or if you're breaking up with someone or telling them something really important, do it in person!!! Or AT LEAST on the phone. ha. Well, yeah, I'm just raving about really stupid shit. lmao! <3