woohoo...not.

Soo It's a tuesday... Friday was horrible. Saturday was great. Sunday was bullshit. Monday was sickly, and today.. I am home from school, with a sinus infection, waiting for my third antibiotic in two months. Hooray! [NOT]. I hate being home from school, nowerdays.. It used to be okay, when I could text dan, or when I HAD no dan to miss. But today, I have nothing. And what sucks more, is that he gets out at two fifty and I have to wait until then to see him, when my friggin mother woke me up at six thirty, and now I can't get back to sleep, so I don't even have sleep to take away the loneliness, and dan doesn't even care... He tells me not to worry about today, and just be happy that we'll be together... YEAH OKAY. How can I not focus on what's going on right now? Seriously... So I stopped talking to him, since I was pissing him off with feeling alone and being without him, and telling him why and how I'm going to hate today, and I began blogging about it... Sometimes, he can be so awesome and can listen to my problems... But times like this just piss me off, when he basically tells me to shut up, when I'm practically in tears.... :'[